please take me back

So today is one of the worst days ever. And there is really nothing too horrible about it besides the fact that the GPA I got this semester looks like a 15 year old high school drop-outs. I literally had a heart-attack when I looked at my grades. I never thought I'd be one of "those" people. What the fuck Anthro and fucking Ed. What a bitch, I can't even contain it. I want to write her an email and be like "It's fucking Ed. Give me a goddamn A." A B+ does not cut it. Good news, I passed Econ. And when I say passed I mean I got a C. But it's better than the D I thought I would get and therefore I don't have to retake it. So that's one small chunk off the load that is my college career.

I'm so flustered right now, I'm not sure why. But anyway, I bought this Panic! EP thing called Live Sessions on iTunes. I really don't even know whose credit card was the last one I used, I hope it wasn't mine because I don't feel like paying 2.97 for that cd. But I think it was my dads.... hahah because the last thing I bought not from a gift card was the first Higher CD freshman year. Man they blanked out "fuck" in "Lying is the most fun a girl can have with her pants off".

And ok, I went to the dentist today at 8:15 (!!!!!!) what made my mom think that was ok? Anyway, apparently I broke a bonding. I'm not even sure what that means. I had to get sealance (or however you spell it/what it's called) again. Seriously I get that shit every time I go to the dentist. Then they had to do x-rays, and I'm scarred from x-rays ever since I was 5 and the hygienist tried to stick all of them in my mouth at once so we could get it over with faster. And I was, and still am, a baby and I freaked out and wouldn't let her finish the x-rays. So pretty much I get panicked every time I have to get x-rays. But at least this dentist is nice about it. And I guess they've gotten smaller over the years because while they still hurt like a bitch, they're a lot better. Ok sorry for the spillage of nothing.

I wanted to go for a nice little run today but what the hell Maryland? what is this, summer 08? Why the hell is it raining? I need to blow off some steam. Ok that was a gay expression, but you know what I mean. I think I've decided I'm going to marry Brendon Urie.
All I want to do is go back to bed but my bitch mother has a fucking list out the ass for us to do today. Like mom, how does your shit get done when we're not here?
oh right, dad.